Larry Starr-Karlin, JD, MA, LMFT Psychotherapy - Couples Counseling - Group Therapy      MFC44427

In this world of ours we must burn completely.  Each of us must resolve themself completely in the flames, in the resolution that belongs to them alone.  No creator, no god we can create could possibly accept those  who do not fulfill their lives completely...

- Juan Ramon Jimenez -

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Self Portrait

It doesn't interest me if there is one God
Or many gods.
I want to know if you belong -- or feel abandoned;
If you know despair
Or can see it in others.
I want to know
If you are prepared to live in the world
With its harsh need to change you;
If you can look back with firm eyes
Saying "this is where I stand."
I want to know if you know how to melt
Into that fierce heat of living
Falling toward the center of your longing.
I want to know if you are willing
To live day by day
With the consequence of love
And the bitter unwanted passion
Of your sure defeat.
I have been told
In that fierce embrace
Even the gods
Speak of God.

~ David Whyte ~

(Fire in the Earth)

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Now, anxiety is excitement minus oxygen. 

- Fredrick S. Perls-

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I was dreaming of the past
and my heart was beating fast
I began to lose control
I began to lose control

I didnt mean to hurt you
I'm sorry that I made you cry
I didnt want to hurt you
I'm just a jealous guy.

I was feeling insecure
You might not love me anymore
I was shivering inside
I was shivering inside

I didnt mean to hurt you
I'm sorry that I made you cry
I didnt want to hurt you
I'm just a jealous guy

(whistle)

I was trying to catch your eye
Thought the you was trying to hide
I was swallowing my pain
I was swallowing my pain

I didnt mean to hurt you
I'm sorry that I made you cry
I didnt want to hurt you
I'm just a jealous guy
watchout im justa jealous guy
lookout babe im justa jealous guy

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